fcukstratedd

2004-11-19T11:07:00.000+08:00

hye db2...!!msg me bt i nv received??!!!kambing..!!oh well...tis wk..was quite a tirin wk for me..went to collect money and all kind of stuff...tomoro my godma open hse...goin ther to enjoy myself ya..sunday i gonna start playin soccer at nus again..yeah!!after a long time...!!guess my legs r rusty..do u tink so??haha..!!cant b rite..hu m i??ur lb2..always fresh..hmmm...wad abt u??did ya reply me yest??i msg n msg n msg bt no reply from u le..how??go run 20rounds nw..haha..!!kiddin...!!tok abt runnin...i feel like goin gym le..can accompany meeee???can rite...oh ya..u got to 'work'...haahaha!!nvm..another wk lor...hmmm...my tuition juz started on wed after a long long breakkk..hehe...i forget how to do maths...haha!!actualli remem abit..haha!!i do all correct..onli the wad ah..when the arrow is suppose b more than..i put less than...thne i started to fall aslp durin tuition...long time nv sit on the chair for more than 30mins ma..so my ass got numb..cant b blame me rite..u noe me very well..i dun realli to study..bt study juz to get cert..yupzzz...later i wil b on the way to mosque..pray..then duno wher to go le..u la..cant meet..big big prob...haha...!!so how do u find my new ugly blog??ugly rite??sorry la..amatuer onli wad..not like u..so pro...everythin all pro la...hmmm...actualli i collected abt 130+++ tis yr le for hari raya..haha..i took abt 80bucks..not much..haha..!!need to top up ma..then need to spend!!hehee..k la..i gtg prepare le..u tc alrite..tatazz my dear mei mei mei mei mei mei mei!!!caozzz

2004-10-31T21:39:00.000+08:00

hi sista....!!been long time ya..hmmm..u got ur new blog ya..hmmm..well..i been ok lately..we recently tok was wed til u fell aslp ya..hahaz..hmm..u noe sth..my religious exams..i m dead for sure..all i ans anyhow..hahaz..i last wk copy my frenz..then tis wk muz write in arabic words ma..i blur liao..i play guessin game..like who wans b millionaire..hahaz..me my frenz all anyhow put in..hahaz..then my teacher ask me wads my dad name..coz in paper i put short form ma..he ask y my dad name is a.raub..i say back...short form cher...hahaz!!!all laugh..hahaz..yuppz..hmmmm..gosh..so slpy nw..ok la..hope can cya online..my net ok liao...btw..tis one i stil post..n i got a new one too..tt time so bored..i ask my fren make new one...its
http://moveyourassnow.blogspot.com/
yea..anythin find me ther..bt i wil blog here too ya..yupzz...hope u wil too..tata..take care...nitez nitez slpy bear* _____.bedtimebear*

2004-10-09T15:10:00.000+08:00

heyya.....!!wad a start of the day.. got pissed wid grandpa..then u att me..bt u nvm la..mayb i too much..vent it on u..sorry..anw..yest sharil n sabri torn at my aunt hse..once reached..we went to play soccer at court..got tis ass kick my leg..nv die b4..lolz..nvm..forget him..i scolded him liao..hmmz..while playin..we made frenz wid tis grp of guys..they damn frenly lor..help us search for my soccer balls coz one no brain dog kick it to the drain..then duno how take..then we funny lor..go ask them to pay for the ball...act like lost..lolz..funny yest..then we went out to potong pasir cemetry wid our new frenz..they bring us go..lolz..the taxi driver damn funny..when he drove his car then ask..we say we goin to potong pasir cemetry..he stop n on his light..s if we r ghost..hahaz!!!damn funny lor..then we walk in the cemetry ma..we saw sth which we shuld not c lor..its like damn..first i saw i duno ma..so i ignore..then..sharil suddenly feel goosebumps ard him..then he told me he felt sth wrong abt the ting..tt was christian cemetry la..then we went out..plan go to japanese cemetry..lolz..then me n sharil felt uneasy..mayb we tink too much..bt i dun care la..i go in the christian cemetry wan n juz heck care lor..hehez..hmm..we felt so bored..then i sneak in my hse n take soccer ball..we went to play soccer after tt..lolz..then the street soccer court..the walls is made of fence type..we kick hard one..the ppl livin ther can wake up..we played ard 5+ til abt 7 like tt..then eat roti prata..hehez..then got hme...we were lock outside..can climb the gate bt cant get in the hse..then i slpt outside..lie down..the three of us like kana kick out of the hse like tt..hahaz..then my aunt got shock saw me..hahaz..thne she open the door..then sharil n sabri went to bathe all then slp..bt i nv la..i went to tok to my aunt n uncle..tok nonsense..hehez..then i went down first floor to slp coz my aunt goin out ma..then i slpt la..cb lor..ppl cal la..press the bell..i ignore..i go slp..then my grandpa kp me..say wher u go all..then he say..i cant bring my frenz anymore..i went up straight..change..n went back hme without sayin bye..bloody hell..hmpf!!syg...sorry ya..i too tired n pissed tt i vent it on u..sorry k??plz forgive me..if u dun..i will..er...aiya..forgive me k..thx..tc..happy studyin baby..byez..nite..hope can tok to u later..tis msn screwed up..arghh...bb..

~[B][A][B][Y]~

2004-09-22T14:52:00.000+08:00

syg..long time i didnt post..doin nth nw...goin play game soon..yupzz..stil sad over our broke up..oh well..at least we stil luv each other ya..hmmz..yest had tuition..damn...syg..i forget the amaths ting..teacher ask me do..i was like..huh??shit how??haha..guess i stay at my aunt hse..so long until lose memory..dun worry..i stil remem u s my syg..hehez..syg..we haven decide wher shal we go tomoro..hmm..wher ah..lets tink..i go tink nw k..muackz..love u..tc..enjoy ur day..byez..

~[B][A][B][Y]~

2004-09-01T21:49:00.000+08:00

syg..glad tok to juz nw..hahaz..keep askin me funny quest ah...miss u badly..hahaz..nvm..fri ya..muackz..hmm..yup..sian le..u ah..tokkin to me..hmpf..sad...hmpf!!!!oh well..i m waitin for u..muackz..sian la..tok to u le..mauckz.wan an..luv u..bye..

~[B][A][B][Y]~

2004-08-31T17:49:00.000+08:00

syg.haiz..sorry..scold u or pick on u..i was feelin pissed...duno y oso..mayb coz of yest..hope u cum to my hse tomoro...i wan c u b4 i go bali..haiz...miss u badly sia..sorry ya..i wun cal mindy tt le..k??i promise u..even if she insult me..i wun insult back k??i tel u..ok??oh well..juz did eng hw..haiz...kinda bored..u hang up on me juz nw...in fact i got more pissed..bt i oso cant hurt myself so i control lr..wait for u..so i punch u...hahaz...kiddin la..i wun..oh well..u haven aim my face yet..hehez..bleah..muackz..hmm..k la..i gtg le..luv u...hope u cum online...sorry..hope u nt angry le..bye..

~[B][A][B][Y]~

2004-08-30T21:44:00.001+08:00

syg..feelin pissed frustrated n tired..haiz..one is abt us..cant b tgt..then nw..my stupid religion..mum wan to act like so holy ask me read..coz today i nv read..wa lao..i hate readin it can..damn pissed off..coz juz nw..half way watch tv at hall i fell aslp..then i woke up..then i went my mum rm wan rest..coz i damn tired...so i juz merely ask her for pillow..she give me att face..say y nv read bible..i got so pissed..i shout go n die la..i walk to my rm n slp..almost slp le lr..sum asshole knock..then tuition..so tired..then gt one hard quest la..wa lao..do until so late..i juz heck n slpt ther..haiz..damn tired..nw i lazy to tok to any1..haiz..sian la..tomoro wher u goin??teachers day rite..haiz..sian la..damn pissed..waitin for u cum online..haiz..byez.

~[B][A][B][Y]~

2004-08-30T21:44:00.000+08:00

2004-08-30T10:29:00.000+08:00

mornin~!!hey syg..forget blog yestt...headache n tired..oo wells..saw u played..very well wad indeed..not necessary had to b ur shootin ma..its how u run into space all u noe..its gd rite..dun worry k..u have my support..hmmm...sorry ya..i didnt watch the whole ting..coz my boots at my aunt hse..then i need go take..sorry..after watched u play..i went my aunt hse..rest..then take money..then my grandpa send me sabri n weidong to nus by car..hehez..yuppz..so no need waste money..hehez..oh ya..at kallang..me n weidong stil laughin abt the asshole ting..haha..damn funny...yea..still pissed wid hueva hu pushed u..u shuld had seen how haida play...so funny..hmm...then at nite..tellin nan off like his att all..hope he change ya..hmm..oh well..gtg slp le..tired la..hehez..muackz..luv u..

2004-08-28T16:25:00.000+08:00

syg...yup..nw u tuition..i haven go party yet..waitin for my mum first..yupzz..sian lr..i nw playin cs..yup...hmm..my princes sis is here..hehez..first ting hit me..wah lao..hmpf..anw..i go play cs first k..damn sian lr..hmpf!!!u tuition i here slackin..haiz..k la..i cao first..muackz..luv u..have a great day k..take care syg..muackz muackz..i cal u later ya..bye..lovedd

~[B][A][B][Y]~

2004-08-27T17:39:00.000+08:00

hey syg..hehez..punch me today..hmpf!!hurts k..hahaz...so funny..u keep askin me go up..hahaz..so funny..heez..ur arm stil hurts??hehez..i nv even use strength..hehez..hit my back..hmpf!!anw..so happy c u..sorry ya..i was abit late..sorry syg..i no watch wid me oso..hehez..hope u not angry..yups..hmm..i tink i got diarrhea le..b4 i go out..i shit ma..watery..hmm..then nw..i juz eat abit..then nw..like have the feelin like i gona shit again..bt when i wan to...cant cum out..hmpf!!fed up..hahaz..sorry i tel u tis..i ur baby ma..hehez..so muz noe wad happen to me..yupz..cya online later k syg..muackz..luv u so much..i wil cum ard 9+ like tt..yup..hehez..bye..

~[B][A][B][Y]~

2004-08-26T18:32:00.000+08:00

hmmm...syg...well..didnt do much lr..cable all down..my parents cal then ok le..then i msg u lr..yupyupz..gona read quran ya...juz nw..hmm..i watch dvd..then tok to weidong on the phone..tok abt ghost awhile la...then stare in the air n tink of u..hmm..haiz..oh ya..i next fri..i meet u awhile..then i go pierce my ear ya..yupzz.do u tink its nice??nvm..i try then show u k..if u dun like then nvm..yupx..k la..gtg..old man noisy..tata..cya online later..take care..i prayed for u yest..sure win rite ur match??hmmm..confirm..k la..gtg..bye..wan an..muackz..hugs..lovedd

~[B][A][B][Y]~

2004-08-25T22:59:00.000+08:00

hey syg..glad to b wid u today..haiz...wad a day..paisea sia..i cried in front of u..hmmm..sad la..sorry ya..hmm..syg...at least i m feelin betta on the outside..bt inside..is damn sad..i try stay happy for u k..bt u muz understan..i m damn sad inside..so tt doesnt mean i m ok k??yupp..my baby pic..hehez..funny sia...glad u find it cute..hehez.muackz..ur sis saw liao ah..hmm...its nt always frenz..its frenz for nw..best frenz for nw...bt no matter wad i luv u alot k..wun change..dun worry k..my luv for u wil nv end..even it ends..it wun b so fast..and..i juz worried u like sum1 else...tts wad worries me most..oh well..i have faith in u..i hope u wil wait for me after ur olevels n if by then stil cant..i wil try best to convert k..muackz..i goin to msg u nw..kk..nite..take care..sweet dreams syg..bye

~[B][A][B][Y]~

2004-08-24T21:28:00.000+08:00

syg..i need u nw..cant take it..mum scold me..duno how i felt lr..at least dad tok to me..mum scold me..sis scold coz i used her chair for tuition..i damn sad la..i duno my life gona get..haiz..i realli need u s my gf..no one is ther for me when i sad liao..nw u cant use comp..i duno hu to turn to liao..i m damn sad my life is like tt..haiz..then u left me..i got nth liao..nth to live for..serious lr...i m damn sad la...canot take it..hope u cum back to me syg...i need u..haiz..bye..damn sad nw..nite..luv u

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-08-23T21:02:00.000+08:00

i m sorry
sorry things had toturn out this way
but i really feel like i have to do it.
real sorry
and its not like i want to ya know.

went through the day in a blur.
got to school and when i told mindy and girls.
just couldnt hold it in
rest of the day was the same
moping around.had these feelings of a certain unexplainable loss?
felt awful somehow
didnt pay much attention to anything.it was hard.
aft tt had emath corrections
and a diagnostic test? well.i didnt do much.
just sat there and stared into space with esther.
which was kinda dumb
went fr trng
my usual zest for netball seems zapped
hahs.wonder why
cldnt put much heart into defending.
glad tt i came late.

sorry eh.i wanted to call.
but emaths popped up
and i thought today would be shorter coz mon is usually physical?
but my coach came.
dont be like that ready alright.
surely yr life will not change tt much just coz we re friends
stay the same. if you wanna go poly, who s to stop you.
you should do it for yrself.not anyone else alright

as for this blog. i really dont know
i doubt i ll post.
it ll be too weird.
but i hope you do. so i d know what you ve been doing even if i dont get to talk to you alright (:
now.i m just waiting for you to come online. and i think it ll be too late ready.so yeah.bye then.

2004-08-23T17:38:00.000+08:00

haiz.u say u wil cal bt u din..haiz..sad..very sad..my eyes r red again..coz i cried again..haiz..syg..i realli cant bear to let u go...haiz..when can we meet??i wan c u..i miss u alot..i m weak nw..no strength to study anymore..haiz..sorry..my dreamz of goin poly is over..i dun wan go ther anymore..haiz..sad nw..bye..luv u.muackz..i wil cum online ard 615..then go read bible..until 7+..then i cum online again ard 9-10 like tt k..haiz..bb

~[d][e][a][r]~

2004-08-22T22:55:00.000+08:00

syg.we break jzu nw.i been cryin nonstop..like nw..i m stil..haiz..wad the world gona b..damn..so sad...very sad..i luv u alot n alot..i dunwan lose u..the pain is too hard to bear..haiz..smellin blood..nw too hard..grandpa back...tomoro lr..i might b able to slp..haiz..syg..i miss u alot..damn..hope u cal me tomoro..ya..cant type much..damn sad nw...cryin nw..haiz..k la..my love for u wil nv change..the times we had..the times we sad..happy..angry...i wil remem..for u r my heart..muackz..take care..bye

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-08-21T22:04:00.000+08:00

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syg i luv u foreva n ever!!!

2004-08-21T21:35:00.000+08:00

syg..sian..my sis link us..ok rite??hehez...went queensway wid dad today..yup..quite funny..my dad choose all cheap boots..hahaz..u noe mine la ah..hahaz...all ex wan..hahaz..not realli x la..juz 200 like tt lr..yup..sian..been tinkin of u juz nw lr..sian..nw u eatin..tokkin to ur sis nw..hehez..hehez..been playin game today..playstation..super sian can..wah lao...hmpf!!u nt here oso..nvm..u studyin oso..so its ok ya..k la..cya online soon..muackz..luv u..hugs..wan an..sweet dreamz..

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-08-20T17:46:00.000+08:00

syg..hehez..wadcha doin??went buy cap juz nw..hmm..then went c ard..lookin for sth..for u..hehez..stil considerin which one..hmm..yup..next wk u get it k..muackz..luv u..juz got back lr..yup..so tired..gona bathe liao..then read my quran[bible]..tts wad we cal it ya..yup..gtg le..bathe..hahaz..k..muackz..muackz..luv u!!take care baby..cya online later..ard 10+??coz my sis haven cum hme..then haven use..sure use long la..ok??yup..gona explain to my mum le..y i late..yup..muackz..bye..wan an..

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-08-19T22:03:00.000+08:00

study skills rocks.
seriously.it was great.
i didnt feel bored at all.
and it was real motivating.
hopefully i can continue with a positive mentality
even aft the wkshop
-crosses fingers
did lotsa lame stuff.
heard lotsa lame songs
deco-ed my sketchbk like mad.
loved it totally
and the trainers were like darn good
the way they talked and stuff
made me feel much better bt myself.

anw. abt the friends thingy.
its just someone in my so called grp talked bad bt me.
apparentlyshe didnt like me frm the start cz i go with sherri or min aft sch.
which is like totally illogical coz she didnt want me round in the first place.
and i could sense tt.so i stayed away.
logical right?
anw nw its much better.
esther rachel felicia mabel.
they re real cute.
they may nt be like my usual friends but they sure are nice
they re nt capable of backstabbing.
and they re not too sensitive.
they know tt sherris my best friend and they re like totally fine with it
so i m happy now.
sort of.
but tt stupid girl has not stopped talking bad bt me.
oh well
low class lah. (:
tired now.byeeee

2004-08-19T19:08:00.000+08:00

syg ah..
sian le
u studyin i oso nw
doin vocab nw
hehez
hard workin ah
hehez
k la
i go do le
didnt do much today
yup
k la
gtg le
muackz
b back at 10
tata
luv u
wan an
tc
nitez

~[D][E]][A][R]~

2004-08-18T18:30:00.000+08:00

syg...
sian
nv receive any cal from u
u wid sheranne rite
i sian le..hmmm...
missin u nw lr..argh....
so sian..
wad u doin le??
i super sian..
yup..did nth much lr..damn..haven do eng hw..die
gona do nw liao..muackz..luv u
take care
tata
wan an..i wil b online ard 10 like tt..if can i cum 9+ k..
luv u
bye

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-08-17T22:06:00.000+08:00

syg syg
glad u cal me
sorry i misunderstan u
i was abit sad
bt nw ok le
yup
so sian
nw u online le
yay!!
well
wake up so late today
duno y oso
hahaz
hmm....
k la
i wan tok to u liao
muackz luv u hugs
nitez

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-08-16T22:20:00.000+08:00

i just wanna sleeeeeeeep
slpt awhile.
got up to do my english article.
boring mann
nt much to say
byeeee

2004-08-16T19:19:00.000+08:00

syg..yup..hehez..oi me juz nw ah..hahaz...syg syg..miss dear ah..hehez..i miss u too..syg..i miss ur voice nw..hmm...oh well..didnt do much lr..watch tv..tts all..then tok to u..hehez..so happy..hmm..yup..hard to blog..parents..yup..tts abt it..muackz..luv u..hugs..tink u slpin..hahaz..yup..take care..luv u..tata..nite

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-08-15T21:23:00.000+08:00

hahaz..i woke up at 730??lie down until 9..hahaz..then relax..then i realised..no one ask me go religious class..its like..wah lao..so sian..then like..wad i gona do??ahahz..well..play comp..then..tuition..so sian..learnt wad ah..abt graph la..i forget oso..hehez..abt 5 went nus..yea..then we like start playin ard 540 like tt..i tink la..i nt sure..hahaz..then play match..fun..i played ard..dribble..haha..my fren..like sum dumb ppl..kana play ard like small kids..hahaz...we play mc style...mc is malay chinese..mly vs chi..hahaz..actualli we score alot le..then like borin..c them poor ting..we let them dribble abit lr..hahaz..hmm..yup..finish got back..rest..eat..then cal u..yup..hehez..tts abt it..i m tired nw..restin nw..hope to cya online..muackz..luv u..wan an..hugs..tata..nite..

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-08-15T20:16:00.000+08:00

yay!!!
woke up at 530 today
so tired alright
rushed through my preparations. boiled 30 sausages for my team.
took a bus dwn to dover.met karo and went on our way to city hall.
sat there.waited fr the rest.
dn made our way to kallang
hahs.i totally love the atmosphere in kallang.
its v netbally.always get a nice feeling as i step in
hahs. didnt have much time to warm up. rushed into the first match
against teck whye?
we lost. real unfairly. coz each sch is suppoz to send umpires.so all the umpires werent qualified. so the other team took 2 of our centrespasses.thus.we lost by 1
we were real disappointed coz we knew we would have won.
aft tt had break.won the next few matches.
some with a big goal diff too. was real happy (:
enjoyed playing the game itself. playing compeititively.
v fun.
yeah.we re 1st in our grp
i just cant wait for the nx carnival
theres the second round. spe carnival.friendly match against commonwealth.
just hope i play. (((:
oh yeah. tried out wa for the first time today
i kept forgetting tt i wasnt ga and holding back my runs for the wa to take. then i realised that i was the wa.hahs.it was funneh
but i had fun. new experience. and i managed to get used to it aft a few times. but stil. goal attack is still my fave position.
glad i could play it.
aft tt.went cine.felt so tired so we decided to just sit and watch a movie
thing is, there was nth to watch
ended up watching this jap show.
sucked. almoz fell aslp
aft tt took a bus back
so tired. well yeah.talk someother time alright
nitey nite. (:

2004-08-14T20:50:00.000+08:00

all dressed up and nowhere to go.
think i m taking this trip all alone
heyy
hahs.sorry if i was impatient today
but had stuff to do.and we just kept hanging up.
hmm.hope to see ya online.

tmr will be having the pesta sukan netball carnival.
m pretty psyched up abt it
organising team.getting food.playing.
it ll be fun.
hope we dont do badly. (:
hope i ll be able to shoot.

hmmm.well. kinda wished i had talked to ya longer just now
u called me at 8 right?
oh well
call me later as soon as u can alright
if u cant.dn its ok.
well yeah. thats it.
shall go occupy myself nw.
buhbye.

2004-08-14T19:18:00.000+08:00

hey baby syg..well..i juz end tuition..u stil havin rite..hmm..the blog prob la..syg..i might use the comp ard 9++..my sis gona use nw..ya..i go bathe then ya..eat..tv..then online k..hmm..ya la..juz nw hang here n ther..pissed off le..haha..m i such a baby to u..hehez..cal u n complain..hehez..sorry ya...i was damn pisssed..u my syg..i ur baby..muz tel u..when i have probs..hehez..hope ya dun mind..hehez..so ya..gtg le..i juz cheer ur baby up ah..tt jeraldine..hehez..c..ur dear dear so nice..tok to her ard ya..she is sad..yup..muackz..gtg le..luv u..hugs..tc..bye..

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-08-13T19:43:00.000+08:00

syg..how r u..didnt tok to u last nite..hmpf!!oh well..syg u noe anot..dear got headache lr..do the stupid hw..nw hw...argh..hate eng u noe..juz bathe..so tired..do the vocab n two comphre..make me headache..hmpf..dear need syg massage me..hmpf!!stupid..make me headache..hate eng..hmpf..bt wad to do..promise u i wil try my best to improve..yup..went queenswat juz nw..meet nan n sabri..yea..decidin which cap to buy..syg..i wan the one..front white..behind orange!!hehez..hmmm..k la..gtg le..tuition startin soon...muackz..luv u..hope to c u online later..i wil online ard 9+..take care my baby..bye..oh ya..i try callin u..bt u didnt have the hp..so yup..muackz..bye..

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2004-08-12T18:34:00.000+08:00

you can run a red light
hahs.you? fat.
shld be quite funneh
wldnt mind seeing.
oh well.
got lots to do tonight.
might not come online again.
so yeah. anws.
today had trng.
wasnt too bad. quite relaxed somehow.
cnat wait for tmr somehow.
got physics test though
no txtbk.so dead alright.
well yeah. gtg now.
byeeeeee

2004-08-12T15:15:00.000+08:00

eh baby..
i found my baby pics!!!
hahaz..wan c??
paisea sia..
i didnt noe when i pri sch n sec1
i was damn fat..
damn chubby
hahaz..then..
my baby pic..
one is holdin hse phone..n eatin..
hahaz..damn funny..
wan show u..
hehez..muackz..cya later..
luv u

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2004-08-12T13:25:00.000+08:00

oops..forget blog..hehez..anw..syg ah..hmm..happy 11mths..hmm..when we together..the first few mths..we quarrel alot hor..coz all those probs we had last time..nw we r betta ya..except for the last quarrel..tt one i dun bother le..hmm..all the hard times we been through..syg..thx..for stayin wid me..coz i nv go stead like tis so long b4..hehez..even sharil could not believe..coz he ah..a few mths break le..mayb abt 1 or 2mths la..hahaz..he ah..wah lao..keep askin me abt sherri..hahaz..mayb he likes her..yest u gave back the phone..he ask..got ask her no??i say..huh?u nv tel me..he say..sia la..automatic la..hahaz..i got sherri no..bt i dun wan give..scared she mind..so i rather ask her first than give him first..hmm..ya...well..my mum ah..keep askin me cut hair lr..argh..irritatin lr..i m gona to..onli duno how to..eh..if u ever walk past far east..wid ur frenz ah...can do me favour??u go in..go to third floor i tink..or wad la..got tis saloon...like a weird hair saloon..i forget which floor la..wait i ask my frenz..got one pic on the wall in the saloon..u help me take tt photo..s in..take a pic of it..the hairstyle is...easy to identify is..behind is white hair..front green..shuld b able to find la..tts the hairstyle i wan cut..the hair looks like..behind small spike..front down..u try to look for tt pic...can??if u duno then i ask my frenz..hehez..hmm..ya..gtg eat le...muackz..luv u baby syg..take care..bye..cya online tonite..tataz..

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-08-10T21:29:00.000+08:00

hey syg...sorry bt today ya..pangseh u last min..i didnt mean to..sorry..hmm..lookin for skirt ah..got it??dear lookin for shirt..hehez..syg syg..juz nw slpt twice..like..in the mornin after cal u..i slpt until 1..then slpt again after tok to u online..wah..damn no energy..dun worry ya..hope we can meet for tomoro..hopefully my mum goes to work..yup..quite borin lr..haiz..sorry ya..mauckz..luv u..

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-08-10T19:10:00.000+08:00

broken when i m lonesome;
went out for a real short while
walked around
feet hurt like hell
shopped
looking for my skirt all the way
none. ):
oh well
tts abt it
a boring day
byeee

2004-08-09T21:08:00.000+08:00

went to my uncles house.
celebrated natl day kinda.
got pulled.pinched and pushed by my cousins
hahs.
v boring
bleahh

2004-08-09T14:13:00.000+08:00

syg syg..so bored..juz nw tuition..hehe..in bad condition le..cant tink properly juz nw..hahaz..nw listenin to techno song..its nice lor..hehez..yea..u le??i so bored..i lookin forward to tomoro..hehez..cant wait..hehez..i like gettin fatter sia..how??u dun wan me le ah..hahaz..haiz..hmm..so bored le..i play cs le..bye..muackz..

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-08-08T19:28:00.000+08:00

syg..wah tired..nw my heels both side blister..pain!!hmpf!!play wid nus ppl..two side..by width...hahaz..u noe they look abit pissed lor..me n nan keep doin our tricks..hahaz..then most of the times went through their legs..we makin fool of them..they like in 20s..my parent watch me play..juz bathe..u le??sound so quiet..stil angry ah..let u punch me k..eh..tues can meet me??at my hse ther..teach me..i promise we wun tt one..seriously teach..in my hse..plz??i wan to improve on them..plz??can la..do our hw together..i need ur help in eng la..can??thx syg..hope u can..nw i waitin for u to b online ya..muackz..oh ya..juz nw.b4 soccer..hahaz..i play wid my uncle,bro n my grandpa...we play mini pool..small one..hahz..i won!!yay!!my grandpa won me the first time..then after tt i beat him 3-1..then my uncle oso..my younger bro lost..2-0..hahaz..c..its fun lor..play small one..yea..b4 i slpt last nite..i on tv then slp ma..so got music..switch on mtc channel..after we tok..hehez..i saw the video of our blog music..i tot of u..haiz..i made u cry..so sorry k..syg..i LUV U!!plz dun leave me..muackz..i shall go through wid the pain we had k..hard or gd life..i wil b by ur side k..muackz..luv u..nw u online le..hehez..k la..tok to u le..bye..

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-08-07T17:31:00.000+08:00

hey syg..yea,..juz did my hw le..no pt gettin angry over tt gal la ah..i oso lazy entertain her..anw..juz nw i say i dun wan study rite..well..i m gona to..i dun wan u to look down on me..i noe u wan ppl to b proud of me..oh well..i prove to all of them k..i can get into poly..hehez..ok??i dun wan fight quarrel wid u over other ppl la..like..ruinin ourselves while they enjoys..ya..u get wad i mean..gtg tuition le..luv u syg..haiz..u muz stil b mad at me..hope to cya online ya..mauckz..tc.enjoy ur tuition..tataz..bye..n oh ya..not onli to me she show att..to afnan too..she seem biased against us..haiz..nvm..ur fren..cant do anythin..hope u tok to her ya..ask her wads her prob..ok??ya..thx..bye..luv u

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-08-07T11:34:00.000+08:00

haiz..wad the hell is the first few sentences??u leavin me??r u??haiz...wadeva it is..when i wan b gd bf to u..u say dun..when i m bad..all blame me..mindy ting...yea i stil hate her..u nv noe wad she been up to lor..u may tink she is gd..behind u..keep guai lan me..tryin make me angry n then we quarrel..u tink i like meh..even my frenz so guai lan..they dun guai lan me everytime..its like..i owe her sth isit..wad she wan from me..stay away from u isit..juz ask her tt quest la..ok??ya..haiz..u ask ardy then tel me k..if tts wad she wan..then u oso so glued to her..then fine..i leave for gd lor..since u can bear losin me..not ur best frenz..haiz..the way u say..i nv been ther for u..wad she noe abt us??she noe nth...does she noe i tried changin??no..all she tink i m a bad person in her head..u tel me la..hu giv me a chance to change..no 1..do u??u juz blame me...yes..i m wrong for scoldin..bt isit purposely...i happily scold??haiz..u all tink tt way la..juz bcoz i create troubles in sch..all is my fault..u say u nv say..in ur heart..u tink la..i noe u sure say its my fault la..sure say i m childish..haiz..tink wad u wan la..juz tellin u..not all the time i m bad k..if u tink i m bad all the while..then ok then..i got no comments..coz i dun expect my own gf to tink tt way of me..later afternoon i go my aunt hse..i dun feel like doin my hw oso la..i no md la..haiz..ya..juz ask her tt la k..she wan ruin me juz like mr chia did..say so..tel her k..haiz..bye..tts abt it..

2004-08-07T10:10:00.000+08:00

tell all my friends i m dead.
i m leaving you. this time its for good.
it wont be long till you forget my name

plz la.its damn outta pt can
i mean.msging me.
if you think its a duty? then dont.
if you want to dn go ahead.
but i dont need you to be a dutiful bf
seriously.
as for the essay.sure if you think i can.
anw.i m gonna go study with mindy.
and then go for tuition.
bye.

2004-08-06T22:28:00.000+08:00

dont know what happened.
dont understand.

mindy s been great lr
she always give me advice and stuff
she s always there for me.
hais.
sherri always seems busy
karo has her class.
plz la. i really dont understand you k
she s really a nice person.
even if she has a bad impression of you
it s only coz of me wad.
and its like coz she cares lr.
just dont get you

you re so right
i dont understand you
but neither do you understand me
not at all alright

2004-08-06T19:17:00.000+08:00

syg..so tired..played soccer until so tired..hehez..congrats!!sum1 muz b happy hor..anw..got tuition soon..gtg le..my sis wan use..yup...went pray..then c sharil all..ehehz..played soccer..then go dover eat..go back..look for my dad..he went to look for me..hahaz..i say i played at cc..hmm..yea..congrats once again ya..muackz..hmm..k la..gtg le..tok to u tonite..bye..

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-08-05T22:01:00.000+08:00

syg syg..happy seein u today..u le??hahaz..u ah..make me kana by the escalitor..then..hit the table..then choke..hahaz..glad u laugh all..betta than remain quiet rite..hehez..then tuition..like i told u juz nw i did my work..then my teacher suprised i did...i ask her y..i say la..u dun expect isit..she say ya..hahaz..then had great tuition ya..then..my sis work..powerpoint..hahaz..my dad ah..explain to him sum stuff ah..can die..he tot i was referrin print page by page..then in the end i do it 6 slide per page..clever rite??hahaz..aiya..i noe u noe le..hmm..then all praise me today...wah..feel great..hahaz..hmm..k la..gtg play cs le..muackz..sorry today was borin..sorry ya..muackz..tc..wan an..sweet dreams..LUV U!

2004-08-04T18:10:00.000+08:00

shizit
went orchard.walked damn long
didnt manage to catch mean girls either.
saw a wallet i kinda liked.
25.
dn went queensway
got stuff i want sooo bad.
shoes 179
originals top. 39
oh gosh
u tell me.
how to afford.
hais.my shoe arh.
i think everyone who see it after me will buy it before i ever get to buy it la.
sherannes getting it i think
sucks man.
dn saw this shirt i wanted for sooo long
from china until now
still dont have money.
hahs.why do i havta always be broke?
the feeling sucks. ):
did chi test also.
was quite alright la
oh well
too lazy to post further.
no mood le la.hahs.byeee

2004-08-04T16:31:00.000+08:00

syg syg..yea..juz watch movie..suprise u went orchard..yea..its ok..time for u to relax hor..stay away from ur hme awhile..dear understan those feelings..yea..hmm...syg..wonder if u can meet me on fri..go out wid me..hmmm..can??i wn meet u can??haiz..sure u say no..haiz..i gettin sick in the hse le..i wan to get out..so can we meet??plz??i seriously wan to c u..spend time wid u..awhile..can la syg..syg syg..plz??anw..i juz felt pissed yest..i didnt tel u..durin tuition lor..its like...wad i do for eng all wrong..like compo la..vocab..she say write word meanin n sentence..i juz wrtie the meanin bt diff sentence..the sentence is in diff meanin..i so pissed..i told her off..i say..wadeva i do all wrong!!i not from express k!!i shout..damn pissed..cb..lucky she not cumin today..*phew*..anw..can we meet??fri??haiz..ok la..plz..syg..nw i chattin wid my x class mate..steph..askin me abt my life..yea..i juz get pissed...i suddenly feel moody again..tink of my work i feel pissed..i dun feel like doin le..haiz..ya..nth le..juz tellin..haiz..buhbye..

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-08-03T21:30:00.000+08:00

all cried out
huh? they broke up again.
how many times can u break up?
so weird 1.
hais. mike helped me open my locker le.
so ya.
dont need beangry for me.

went starbucks study with min
had fun
did all my homework
was kinda pleased with myself
dn got back at 8
got a whole lotta scolding
my dads unreasonable.
totally.
oh well.
cried buckets
anw. i ve ready decided frm the last quarrel.
i m gonna do really well.
and just get outta here
i dont need his 12 hrs of hard work
its not like studyings any easire right.
cant stand it.
i dont care anymore la.
nw just deciding whether to stay at hm tmr.
i just cant stand staying ready
stay out longer better

2004-08-03T19:08:00.000+08:00

syg..nw dear doin comphre..juz done..yea..sad for nan..he juz broke up wid mel..yea..he damn sad nw..anw..yea..juz nw went to rent vcd..i m stil furious abt ur locker ting..bt dun worry..dear listen to u..since u dun wan me fight...i wun..juz help my grandpa scratch his back wid duno wad ting..hehez..so sian..dear go watch tv le..bb..muackz..luv u..muackz muackz muackz...muah!![ur style]...hehez..luv u laopo..take care..wan an...hope to tok to u lata..bye..

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-08-02T22:06:00.000+08:00

close our eyes pretend to fly
today was alright
had lit test.
which is a total goner.
2nd qn wrote less than 3/4 pg.
total failure
got back humans test too
gosh.nv got this kinda marks before
hope it continues
anw.went for the career guidance thing
power 98 djs came round
talked to us
was kinda fun. their voices v nice too
umpired aft tt
sian.they dont listen la.
had a rough time screaming.
hahs.oh well.
now gonna do some corrections and study chi test.byeee

2004-08-02T17:25:00.000+08:00

syg..dear juz played cs..hmm..juz nw went down rented two vcds..hehez..nice k..got tis show damn nice...it abt sch la..the students..wan solve anyhtin..they go up the roof n fight on 50tables..hueva fall lose..hahaz..then the fan is on full blast..damn nice lor..hehez..yea..tomoro i go rent summore..ahhaz..$2 onli ma..hehez..so watch lor..hmm..yea..syg..heard u referee rite..hueva blame u tel me k..i wil go ther n ask y..they sure say 'arh??nth la'..hahaz..sure confirm..i juz tok they sure stop blamin u wan..hehez..anw syg..muackz..i go watch another movie..muackz..bye..luv u..

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-08-01T15:46:00.000+08:00

syg..read the blog..ok..u at jurong east huh...ok then..muackz..i jz watch a movie..yea..chi wan..yea..so sian...nw discussin wid nan abt the team..hmm..yea..mayb next wk i go play..yup...missin u nw..gona play cs soon yea..muackz..tata..later edit again k..luv u

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-08-01T13:21:00.000+08:00

nomatterwhatidoallithinkaboutisyou

heyy
yest family day
was kinda fun la.
went to pick up the fries early in the mrning.there was a bit of a cock up there.made my way to sch.started preparation.sold stuff.made hotdogs and fries.played abit of capts ball.dn fooled around with hz,sherri and baby. the thing ended.and i was sooo tired.so just went home.hahs. anw.church just ended.i m going to jurong east library to study fr my lit test tmr alright. talk later.byeee

2004-07-31T17:31:00.000+08:00

syg..
my sis bside me
my dear pamper sis
hahaz..ur fave le
hehez..i been online from juz nw
tired le
baby..hmm..
i tonite then cum online again k
ard 10?
ard ther la
my sis usin le
sorry
or later
when i online i msg u k??
gtg
muackz
luv u
hugs
syg wo hen ai ni!!

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-07-31T11:40:00.000+08:00

syg..dear juz end tuition..hehez..slpt late yest..ard 4??cant slp..so watch soccer..hehez..tink of u..hmm..so slpy..u noe my teacher...she borin le..i keep doin without askin quest for the past few days..logarithm..c..ur dear damn super super smart..hehez..yea..one day dear teach u..i master le k..if maths like sci ah..separate topics..then got logarithm all diff..sia la...i sure take logarithm..sure a1..hahaz..confirm..hahaz..jk la..cant b so confident..well...syg..missin u badly nw..so slpy too..juz nw rain..wonder how u manage ur stall..syg syg..oh ya..yest funny..my dad tired ma..it was 1+am la..then he wan slp..then my mum..go sing song..duno wad song..hahz..damn funny..i keep laughin outside..my mum joker la..hahaz..if u imagine ah..u wil laugh..my mum..hahaz..then my dad like..eh wads tis..i wan slp la..hahz..imagine ur mum doin tt to ur dad..hahaz..so funny..i nw playin cs..juz nw got massage by my mum..so song..hahaz..so nice..syg..my sis cumin today..not yest..sorry..today!!yay..muackz.. anw have a gd day ya..muackz..luv u..hugs..dear go play..bb..

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-07-30T21:51:00.000+08:00

wow..syg..care for me..muackz..luv u so much..tt mel say u gettin prettier..i say..of coz..u my syg ma..of coz la..hahaz..muackz..k la..u online le..tok to u ther..luv u..wan an..

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-07-30T20:14:00.000+08:00

coulda been a movie star nv had the chance to go tt far
heyy.
glad u werent alone.
really dont like the idea of you going somewhere alone.
seems weird somehow.

anw
busy today somehow.
turned out alright i guess.
e math test.
kinda enjoyed doing it.
yeah.glad we got the easier paper.
i hope i do well.
it s been so long since i got high for math.
oh well.
gonna do r and d project now.
hope to see you online soon.

2004-07-30T19:38:00.000+08:00

baby syg...hmpf!!dear got 5blisters..hmpf!!!wah lao..hehez..anw..damn tired today..saw lily..hahaz..she like shock like tt..hahaz..i went back abt 5..i told my parents lor i play soccer..yup...they nv scold..coz i told the truth ma..hehe..they juz say next time inform them..yea...tink abt me not??hahaz...hmm..yea..didnt do much..juz soccer soccer soccer..yea..fun..play until damn tired..then sharil like one drunk guy..hahaz..headache..hahaz..yea..miss u so much lor...haiz..if onli i not expel..haiz..nvm..look ahead at future yea..muackz..gtg..watch tv k..got stomach pain oso...luv u syg..muackz..hugs..cya later..bb..

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-07-29T22:02:00.000+08:00

syg..dear juz had an agruement juz nw..wid my mum la..then rite..after dear bathe..i suddenly realise..i made a huge mistake by sayin i dun treat my dad s my dad..n i played wid my religion..haiz..i juz nw apologise to my mum..yea..syg..hmm..today i juz keep tinkin..abt last nite..its ok..i can c u r tired..stress..hmmm..syg..dun overstress ya..sorry bt tt day too..i took it out on u..yea..sorry bt tt..hmm..syg..all dear wan to say..stay cool k..oh ya..juz nw my sis tok to me..ask i ok anot..hahaz...i felt stupid coz i m the onli one in the hse hu is stil angry..so i not gona b anymore..yea..oh ya..wan tel u...thx for everytin..s in..try ur best to cool me down when i m angry all..muackz..luv u so much u noe..syg..gd luck for ur emaths ya..hugs..wan an..hope to c u online..bb..

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-07-29T21:51:00.000+08:00

you insist to pull me down
feel sucky
my house is so bare.
noone at home.
my sis comes home. and doesnt say a word to me.
feel sooo alone.
got e math test tmr.
cant revise now.
sheranne wants to do lit.
hais.
damn.

2004-07-28T22:42:00.000+08:00

once again we re playing off emotion
which of us will burn until the end
sorry i went off abruptly
i just feel sick of this.
dont knw why
things are so rushed
its getting harder to talk to you
and my nerd plan is failing miserably
i dont know what i m doing anymore.
damn.
sorry.bye

2004-07-28T19:09:00.000+08:00

you can run a red light
heyy
woahh. long posts.so smart.at least ya know i pissed with you.oh well.relax la.families are like that wad.my mum sides my sis too.its just the way things are sometimes.next time, just try to control abit will you? if you cant use, wads the big deal. use the next day then.its fine wad. i mean, is it worth it to get into such a big quarrel and make such a big fuss over? yeah well.think about it.
abt yr work. i think its silly of you if u give it up. maybe you may do it wrong for now.but tt s the whole pt of doing it right. just to see if you can. and if yr teacher doesnt like it, do it till its to her liking.if you wanna get outta the hse so much,all the more you shld do well in yr studies wad right.not just e and a math. but all subs. especially english ya know. dont give up yeah.
well.thats abt it. got test to study for.bye now.

2004-07-28T11:36:00.000+08:00

Some say love, it is a river
That drowns the tender reed
Some say love, it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed

Some say love, it is a hunger
An endless aching need
I say love, it is a flower
And you its only seed

It's the soul afraid of dreaming,
That never learns to dance
And the soul afraid of waking,
That never takes the chance

It's the one, who won't be taken
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying,
That never learns to live

When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long
When you feel that love is only
For the lucky and the strong

Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun's love
In the spring becomes the rose'

syg..tis for today ya..scared i mite not blog later..hehez..syg...dear miss ur voice..ur everythin la..haiz..juz miss ya badly yea..haiz..if onli we culd turn back the time..haiz..syg..i dun tink i wan do my hw anymore le la..damn pissed..tt time my compo hor..she say she feel like tearin it..i seriously duno wad she wan lor..then yest..she juz say..find 10words n write the meanin..wah..i did lor..then she say she feel like tearin it..i damn pissed lor..u noe how i feel..i seriously duno wad she wan oso..so i made up my mind..i not gonna do..yea..i giv up le la...damn pissed le..haiz..i seriously need the wall nw..damn it..syg..i need u nw..i wan ur hugs..ur kisses..haiz...fri meet me k..at queensway ard 130?can??i wan meet u..follow me walk walk ard..can??i wan b wid u..haiz..i noe u wil say u cant..nvm..haiz..sad..wad to do..syg..hmm..wadeva i say on blog is longer than those regular letters i always write to u hor..hahaz..remem tt time..everyday write letter to u..hahaz..abel sharil got irritated..sharil say..coz he cum to me ma..i keep the letter..he say..oo..like tt..nw gal onli..frenz put away..i at ther laughin..he tel abel..tis guy..foreva his gal onli...hahaz..so funny...syg..at times sharil say tings to u..he juz jk k..serious..he is juz like me..my twin bro..i m jealous lor..he single parent stil lead happy life..haiz..nw chattin wid vicky..yea..she nv go sch..hahaz..k la..later i edit or sth yea..i damn pissed nw..muackz..sorry...syg...tellin u how i feel..in misery..yea..luv u syg..tc k..muackz..hugs..

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-07-28T10:10:00.000+08:00

syg..sorry didnt cum online last nite..ther was big time quarrel yest until i shout vulgar word in front of my dad..sorry ya...then b4 tt pissed off..everytin i do..all wrong...my tuition hw...my dad yest slam then fan on the floor all..coz i wanted to use the comp..my sis use untl 1030..then i ask again...she say..i not schlin can use...tts the part i fe up..i shout f*** u!!then my dad ask y...i shout..wad her meanin sia...then my dad side her..say wad..comp tomoro oso can use..i got piss...i walk to my rm..close the door..on full blast music..my 50ct..knn..my mum knock my door..then i saw my sis..i shout..f*** off la cb..i point middle finger..then close the door..then dad knock la..i go in my dad rm n tok..i shout la..bloody hell..wad not schlin..then we keep shoutin at each other..then rite...my dad shout shut up..then..my sis juz walk off..hahaz..then hor..i sit la..then my dad cal her back..shout..then my grandpa cum in hor..he got pissed..he throw the remote control on the floor..he go slam the fan...then he kana lecture by his own dad..i was like damn pissed..i juz waitin for him to land a finger on him..then i can juz walk off..u noe rite..i nv treat him like my dad since the day he smash my hp..its like unfair lor..i wan tok to u..then my sis keep sayin later...coz i tok nicely lor...then rite...my dad shout..small ting wan quarrel..i shout back..wad..i tok nicely wad..he shout shut up!!hahaz...then i ignore him lor..its like..my dad all side my sis...do u actualli believe every day my sis wuld study in sch everyday till very late??do u??its like..even a nerd wuld not do tt...all my dad can say..ya..ur sis studyin...wah...then me is real wad last time..i played soccer...u oso noe rite..u c ah..my mum..my sis cum back late..she nv keep callin..onli once or twice..me..almost 100times..aiya...i juz like damn prisoner...bad son wad..i shout yest...shout to my sis...tel whole world i criminal la..coz i was damn bloody pissed..my tears cum out abit..all side her...sorry for not bein online ya..first tuition..then family..i realli wan tok to u lor...coz i promise u ma..10pm..haiz..then turn out nv..sorry k..i mite nt b online tonite k..i nw use in the day..i dun wan c my dad n sis face..yea...i mite juz leave the hse n go my godma hse yea..i feel like doin it nw..i tink abt it the whole nite..at least..i go ther..i go find job..then more peace lor...ther..all treat me fairly..here...all my sis..u c ah..my sis tok back hor..to my mum..my mum like take it like jk la..s in..giv in..me...say..rude son la...i noe..my mum support me...i hate my dad...hate to the core..he nv giv me happiness...when i get gd results..wad i get??nth...when i try bein gd boy..wad i get..nth..all scoldin..at hme..i rather b dead than stayin in tis hell..then i cant slp ma..tinkin whether should leave anot..then my grandpa stil tok to my dad...he like keep repeatin wad he say..then my dad shout..wad u wan nw..i noe i noe..cb..wad he noe...hahaz..then he shout..they dare tok back..try la..wah..tt part..i feel like doin it..i wan tok back..i wan go out..then get one stupid slap...n leave the hse for life..i c u nv blog..u seem pissed wid me..isit bcoz of leonard??haiz...i juz kiddin la...i might seem a lil bit jealous..bt aiya..dun bother me la..u noe rite my family..so sumtimes if i like mdy..sorry ya..i always been wantin to ask u..how much u luv me nw??wuld u break wid me for sum1 else??hmmm...ans me thrugh tis ya..i mite not b online...if i do..i wil msg u k..yea..tis for yest ya..sorry..long story...muackz..luv u..buhbye..syg..dun leave me..bb..i need u nw..to hug..nvm...after tellin u here...i feel betta bt stil hate my dad...yea..bb..luv u as always..muackz..have a nice day..

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-07-26T20:42:00.000+08:00

suga suga

trng was kinda fun and slack.
we re gonna play like 4 carnivals?
gosh. hope i get to play in every one of them
-crosses fingers.
shot awhile.
and walked out with sheranne
got back and bathed.
read awhile
and i fell aslp
gosh.alotta hw to do.
i was so pissed off just now la.
with sha.
our coach gave me a few instructions.
and we were doing courtwork
so there were like 4 goal shooters.
and 2 goal attacks.
so obviously had to swop around right.
she went to the toilet, and when she came back,
immediately went in to do the drill thingy
i just asked jac to go in as goal attack
then dunno who ask tiff to go in as shooter.
so i just let them swop lor.
she suddenly attituteded me?
and complained.and gave me that kinda face?
i was real pissed i can tell yeah
just thought we shld share positions and stuff.
no doubt you may be good, but how can anyone get better if they never get the chance?
aiyo. was real iritated aft tt.
oh well.not pissed no more.
shant bother.
going off now.byeee!

2004-07-26T16:03:00.000+08:00

syg!!dear is damn tired nw..duno y..juz did eng close passage..amaths..left compo..vocab..caomphre..tired sia...i no mood to play game oso...hahaz..ur dear tired le..wad u suppose do??massage ur hubby rite..hahaz..hahaz..i noe u wun whack me wan..unless i energetic..nw i damn beat..i noe u wun..hahaz..u so gd..kind gf..my syg..no heart to wan..well..my mum at hme yea..she nw slpin..juz nw studyin..duno for sum course la..pity her..haiz..nw stil study..studyin is fun actualli..onli for maths..hahaz..other subs make me slp le..hahaz..even u teach me eng hor..next moment i slp le...hehez..cant blame me ma..wah slpy nw le..how??*yawns*...hahaz..wah..i need u nw le..hahaz..lend me ur shoulder le..pillow..haahz..or can lend me for boster..for me to hug..hhahaz..huggin u is more comfortable than boster..coz it nv hug me back..hehez..u noe..u hug me back..so nice the feelin..hehez..k la..i rest first ya..muackz..luv u!!hope to tok to u later..

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-07-25T20:35:00.000+08:00

syg syg..wow..i slpt 5am yest..tok to my aunt abt my life..n u..til 4am..then watch soccer..hehez..then woke up exactly 10am..go sch..hahaz...then no tuition today..play bb wid my bro..he loser lo..we play tis game..coz got bb hook ma..we hand..use plastic ball shoot..hueva score the opponent have to kiss the wall..3 times..i mad my bro kiss more than 10 times...haha!!yay!!then went hougang pt..then cant findd my tings..go hougang mall..cant find..go to junction 8..so crowded..then got my tings..hehez..yea...strange..i dun feel tired le..i slpt late..wake up early..funny huh..hehe..yea..syg juz nw dear c the small kids..couples..remind of us..yea...how i wish i culd spend a nite wid u..watchin the stars..haiz..yea...after olevels ah..yea..understan laopo..hehez..luv u!!missu so much..yea..we gt to cherish yea..k la..nw tokkin to u..muackz..hugs..wan an..

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-07-25T18:40:00.000+08:00

i could you use a fresh beginning too
all of my regrets are nothing new;

ooh.
saw this malay couple.
they were quarrelling like big time?
gosh.
it was darn scary.
they were screaming and shouting.
and the girl was like crying darn badly.
it really freaked me out yeah
suddenly had this thought
that we might have been darn close to that
and at that moment, i just felt like i really shld cherish stuff somehow.
i do love you la. and now.i really miss you being in sch.
things are different now.
well.yeah.just thought i d share what i think with ya.
i m so sick of studying anyway. (:
gonna do a blog now.
byeeeeeee!
hope i get to talk to ya.

2004-07-25T09:14:00.000+08:00

secret places with no signs

heyy.off to church soon
probably wont be online til night.
and thats a maybe only.
well yeah.
take care of yrself.
message my mums no if theres anything u wanna tell me.
yeahh.have a great day!!!!!!!!
((((((:

unpretty;

2004-07-24T23:54:00.000+08:00

_`thegirlwiththebrokensmile/-
starcrossed and we cant escape.
condemned and can only wait*]

oh gosh.
go see this video
its freakking nice
and sweet
and wonderful!
starcrossed by ash
so niceeee
i totally love lotsa songs now.
v v v nice.
first theres she ll be loved
by maroon 5.
its sweet.and the lyrics are really nice
then theres vindicatedd by dashboard confessional
also,ordinaryby train
ride by the vines.
in the ipod commercial.v funky.
all downhill from hereby newfound glory
obviouslyby mcfly
and a whole lots more.
gosh.im in love with music
there are so many albums i wanna buy
the mcfly 1.dashboard confessional
new found glory
yeah.well.
not pissed anymore
as usual.
just listening to music.
well.off now.byee!

2004-07-24T21:44:00.000+08:00

mudmuncher;
i had agreat day today by the way.
went to sherri s to bake cookies.
went to tuition
it was fun
and came home to this?
well.it sucks.
this sucks.
and i really cant stand it.
thanks for your vote of faith in me.
i dont see why u have to bring it up now.
gosh.
i cant stand some things you say man.
and the things u do.
or wanna do.
i seriously think you shld reconsider.
pms-ing now.
bye then.

2004-07-24T12:20:00.000+08:00

syg..dear juz woke up ya..hehez...hmm..tuition soon in few mins time..i do a quick one..hmm..yest slpt damn late..hahaz..worried for u syg..haiz..hmm..i goin out wid my parents buy sth then go my grandpa party ya..hehez...yea..muackz..hugs..later if can i edit summore k..enjoy ur day!!muackz..luv u..happy 10mths 13 days!!tata..hugs..

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-07-23T22:00:00.000+08:00

baby..syg..u ok anot??hahaz...mum pic in the newspaper!!yay!!she does us proud..hmm...syg syg..after prayer..i so lonely lor..i went queensway alone play arcade..after tt go hme..hehez..aiyo..take care of urself ya..muackz..tomoro grandpa bdae..i wil b goin ther..mayb overnite too..yup..i try cal u ya..muackz..wan an..tts abt it..luv u so much..cant bear to let u go laopo..muackz..k la..hugs..take care k..if onli i not expel..i can tc of u...mauckz..k la..hehe..cal u tomoro..bb..wan an..

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-07-23T21:47:00.000+08:00

heyy
doing r and d report now.
wont be home for the better part of the day
going sherris hse.
and tuition.
wish me luckk.
yeah.well. dun really feel too gd.
buhbye.

2004-07-23T10:43:00.000+08:00

Haven't slept in a week
My bed has become my coffin
Cannot breath, cannot speak
My head's like a bomb, still waiting
Take my heart and take my soul
I don't need them anymore

The one I love
Is striking me down on my knees
The one I love
Drowning me in my dreams
The one I love
Over and over again
Dragging me under

Hypnotized by the night
Silently rising beside me
Emptiness, Nothingness
Is burning a hole inside me
Take my faith and take my pride
I don't need them anymore

This bed has become my chapel of stone
A garden of darkness to where I'm thrown
So take y life, I don't need it anymore

syg..tis song is from The Rasmus..'the one i luv'..is tis ok??hehez..miss ya..muackz..tc of urself ya..bb...lub u!!hugs,muackz!!!

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-07-22T20:08:00.000+08:00

hmm.yeahh
its great. you re suddenly so sensible.
u take care yeah.
just study hard. do well.
make yr mum proud at least.
she wont havta worry about you.
dont be too sad or what la.
it ll be alright
things will work out fine i m sure
i ll keep you in my prayers yeahh
love u.

anw. had trng
studied aft tt in sch with min
had fun.
laughed lots.
finished my hw.
so now i have time to study physics
yeah.cant wait to hit the books.
actually.i kinda like studying.
coz its like not many pple actually get to study
and yet i do? so all the more.
i mz excel at it yeah
just have this great motivational force
pushing me.
i just feel totally psyched up
wish i could skip trng and mebe study
goshh. i m a total nerd yeah
formed this club. with min and poh.
nerddd club.
studystudystudystudystudy
just waiting for you to come on now.
hurry up lehh
hahs.
well yeah.take care.buhbye

2004-07-22T15:56:00.000+08:00

Somebody said they saw you
The person you were kissing wasn't me
And I would never ask you
I just kept it to myself

I don't wanna know
If your playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

Oh baby
I think about it when I hold you
When lookin in your eyes, I can't believe
I don't mean to know the truth
Baby keep it to yourself

I don't wanna know
If your playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

syg..i feel so sad nw..seein my parents feelin miserable..i juz found out from my mum tt my dad was a gd son to my grandpa..he finish his studies at juz sec4..juz olevels..coz tt time they had not enugh money..then he got to work to support his two younger bros..haiz..i feel sad when hear tt..yest i saw my dad in tears s he tok to me..he ask me study hard..haiz..so ya..i wil try my best syg..i discuss wid my mum abt the financial in my family..my mum owe the bank $30,000..haiz..she need pay by end of tis mth..haiz..she didnt told my my dad abt it..my dad got angry until he receive a letter yest..haiz..worse to worse if no one help we gt to sell the hse..i told my mum we cant..i luv my hse..so bein the eldest son..i wan to do my part..haiz..so i told her i wil take care of my tuition fees n my laser fees...which means..i mite work..work for my aunt..juz waitor..haiz..tel u sth..among my mum side..my family is the poorest..the rest all condo all...we juz hdb..haiz..ya..juz wan share wid u my probs..my godma duno abt tis..tis sat they gonna have party..my grandpa bdae...i gona help my mum tok to my god ma..haiz..when i tink of it..my tears cum out coz most of the money spent is on me..haiz..yea..syg..i wil use comp lesser le..haiz..mayb after my laser ting all clear..mayb i wan help my dad pay hp bills...electricity bills all..one by one..haiz..sad nw..yea..nvm..syg..enjoy ur day ya..hope to c u online ard 10+...i dun wan use long..oh ya..i juz watch troy..very sad story..haiz..abt war...the show is nice lor..u shuld watch..if u wan watch it at hme i lend u the dvd k..the endin is sad..yea..hmm..nth much le..later wad i do i edit lor..muackz..luv u so much..miss ya..bb..

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-07-21T18:22:00.000+08:00

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all i've done.
And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Anywhere from here
Light up, Light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

felt quite energetic as i woke up this morning
psyched up abt the test.
kept reviewing alli knew.
kinda fun being nerd at times.
haha
amath test postponed.
to tmr.
which i find its worse
oh well
dun think i ll study.
m not in the math mood.
well.went to dover for emath
got bearings and stuff
was kinda fun la
walking here and there
outdoor class.
chionged back to sch
did tile painting
it was kinda nice if i may say so myself
hope we win.
dn i can keep the money! (:
not being money faced here.
but i m oh-so-broke
well yeah
got home.bathed.
slacking around now
listening to cds my friends burned for me.
niceee.
uhhuhs.gonna go read now.
buhbye

2004-07-21T18:09:00.000+08:00

syg..went play pool..hmm..fun...hahz..hmm..play soccer..didnt do much le..play under blk..hahaz...funny...i go chase cat..hahaz...so fun...yea...tts abt it..i may not cum down for 2wks k..yea...hmm..if i do anythin more later i edit k...muackz..luv u..wan an...hugs..

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-07-20T16:38:00.000+08:00

syg..hmm..ok then...understan nw la..hmm..syg..tomoro i wil b at ur blk ther k..i hope to c u..by 3pm i dun c u..i go off le k..haiz...yea..hmm...juz nw wan say..tt..every nite b4 i slp..i muz always say gd nite..s in to u..in my heart..u noe..if i miss u badly i wil hug my boster damn hard..hehez..lame rite..bt ya..its true ma..i did tt..hahaz..hmm...nw playin cs..normal..yea..happy studyin my dear princess...i mayb later go learn how to read my bible wid my grandpa..he teachin me..half an hr..5pm..yea..scared blog tonite..i blog first ba...hmmm...i realised sth oso..very funny..if u eva watch on tv..volley ball..the russian gals team the most funny...every time out sure got one person gget shouted by the coach..the coach is damn fierce lor..in front of cam oso he scold his player..hahaz..so funny...i c them play oso quite fun..these few days..i been watchin vollwyballs n pool..pool is fun ya..learnin how they play..i not gd in pool oso..so muz learn from ther..yea..too bad u no sports channel..hmm..yea..cya tomoro...bb..muackz..luv u..if u not online tonite..wan an..sweet dreams..luv u so much baby..

ur milkshake bring ur dear to the yard
n they like..its betta than others
damn rite..its betta than others
u could me but u have to charge...

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-07-20T15:34:00.000+08:00

sweet beginnings and bitter ends;
oh well.
it does have sth to do with my studies.
i have 2 tests tmr.
and i really dun think it s tt gd an idea for me to go.
hope you understand.
if you dun, then its fine.
well.yeahh
take care ya.
gonna do hw now.
buhbye

2004-07-20T11:29:00.000+08:00

mornin syg
yea
i juz woke up ya
haiz
yest didnt do much lor
so tired
didnt get to slp yest
hmmm well
since u dun wan cum i cant do anythin hor
haiz sad sad
tis got nth to do wid ur studies or wad lor
tis abt juz spendin time wid me juz one day when u can
u r juz not makin of the time properly
r u gona continue juz like tt??
not seein me everyday n foreva??
haiz
u juz disappoint me la ah
i m not angry or wad
i m juz sad n disappointed la k
so yea
doin nth nw
until then bb

2004-07-19T10:13:00.000+08:00

syg..yea...wad a nite i have ended yest..u noe after i pissed then went off..when i cook..after i fry my sweet egg..hahaz..i forget to turn off the gas...wow..its like wow..after few mins..the whole frin pan ting is on fire..hahaz..then my mum ask my dad pour water on it..he pour then the whole ting get worse...then he scolded my mum..hahaz..then i at ther..wow..hahaz...then mum scold me..i say back..ya la..my fot like u nv do any mistaker b4..my dad best..he tok to me nicely..he juz say next time after cook turn off...hahaz..the whole kitchen was in smoke..hahaz...so fun..the kitchen is on fire!!hahaz...hmm..nw dear listenin to bep..hehez..muackz..tis for yest..luv ya..bb..have a nice day..bb..

2004-07-18T22:45:00.000+08:00

mugwump
i ve been thinking alot lately.
i m so slack lar
my lifestyle really has to change.
i ve fallen so far down.
i really wanna improve.
start studying and get top.
and not just some 7oth position
higher.better.
i wanna score real well
do well in maths too.
not just my humans subs
i ve decided.
i really am gonna sacrifice lotsa things
im sorry if our rship has to take a backseat
for now.
and nx yr. [if we last]
hahs
yeahh
i finally realise hw important studies are.
yeahh. better buck up.

2004-07-17T22:18:00.000+08:00

syg syg..u not online..oo..crystal??goin out or go library??hmmm..well..nw my family watchin spiderman 2..have u watch??if haven..one day cum my hse watch wid me..i always wanted to watch wid u movies..hmm..well..today nt bad day lor..i didnt noe u goin hme late..i juz read the blog..nvm..its ok..well..so tired..time for u to relax ya...hows ur dinner laopo??oh ya..go c the frenster..my fren write for both of us testi..hehez..yea..hmm...yea...tts abt it...waitin for u to b online..so sian..yup..until then..wan an..luv u..muackz...sweet dreamz..

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-07-17T10:09:00.000+08:00

so fierce sia.
oh well.
i m going out with crystal
and dn meeting my cousins and sis for dinner.
so ill be back later than 8 yeah.
take care.
buhbye.

2004-07-16T22:46:00.000+08:00

well..anythin u say then...since usay i mean it..then mean lor..wad can i do anw..always u r rite..guys wrong..haiz..anythin la ah..i oso lazy to argue back..u not happy bein wid me say so la..i dun wan force u to stay wid me anyway..its ur choice...if u wan continue bein like tis..go ahead lor..i wil juz watch u b like tt then..since u like to b an angry person..go ahead..juz b..i m juz an ass bf to u rite..so ya..i m a lame..deaf..silly..ass person rite..i m juz tired la huh..if u tired..u wun b like tt..dun u noe..at times u gt to forgiv n forget..let me put tis in ur head for once n for all k..i dun mean wad i say k..happy..u not..then forget it then...i no comments ya..i m nw injured..u do wad u like la ah..i have no energy left le ah..sorry bt yest..its not i forget..its my mum..juz nw i use the wrong words..blieve it or not..ur choice..k..so ya..didnt do much today..well...i go play game..bb..

2004-07-15T21:45:00.000+08:00

i m not ok. coz i didnt think it would hurt you.coz its a norm thing to say. its not like asshole.bastard.bitch.this kinda things ya know. its not meant to insult right. but hw can you say that u didnt mean to hurt me with what you said? its just not possible la. even when you said it, i m sure some small part of you would know the extent of damage u would do with what you said right. oh well. so i m selfish now? thanks? i started it? hello.you dont start things that you dont knw will happen. i got no idea u ll blow up over sth so spastic. words that dun mean a thing. unharsh words?

2004-07-15T21:33:00.000+08:00

u not sorry for callin me tt????do u noe wad u juz say??u may not mean it..bt wad abt me??wad abt my feelings??wad abt it??u mean u dun tink of my feelings??yes..u dun like to scold like tt all..since u say of all ppl i scold u tt..wad abt me..y of all ppl y u insult me??serious...u pms me is diff issue when u insult me lor..bt if u keep insultin me like tt..wad m i??a person to b insult??u may take it playin..me le..its like unfair to me lor..u insult for no reasons..if i do wrong then nvm la..well..nw u dun wan tok to me isit??u cant forgiv me on tis..oo well..tts completely damn unfair can...u can tink abt urself..y??cant tink of me isit..all u tink is ur feelings..u betta tink lor..hu start all tis first lor..o well..u not apologisin abt tt rite..k..then nvm thenn..bb..since thers nth mroe the say..u dun wan tok to me all rite..fine then..bb

2004-07-15T19:28:00.000+08:00

its not just about my parents alright.though that is def more major. but you re too much this time. we re just too diff yeah. wad is harsh to you might nt be to me. u think ass and silly is some big horrible insult. but i dont.not at all.its just sth i say to my friends all the time. they dont mind. so i m used to it. furthermore, i meant it jokingly.seriously. honestly i dun think i did anything wrong by saying yr an ass or silly. its just a joke? anw.you proved that you are fierce huh. and yr definition of need is really weak. i much prefer mine. need is necessary things to survive. you dont need me. even saying that you need me only when you re down. you re just making things worse. does it mean if you re happy, i m redundant? haha. guess its true in a way.
oh well. i m sorry if you think i pms-ed you. but i m definitely not sorry that i called you an ass. or silly.or whatever i called you alright.all i know is.i didnt have the slightest intention of insulting you. you may not like being called an ass. well i dun like being called a motherfcuker. neither do i think tt my mums a bitch or my dad a bastard.furthermore, i dun like being told 'fcuk you"? esp not by you.ugh.i cant even stand to type out this words. i hate vulgarities like that. i hate you using them.i hate them using it on me.and most of all i hate you using them on my family.anw you can be assured that i def wont call you ass or anything anymore. one thing i d like to ask. where s your self control now huh. sorry but honestly, i dont think i can forgive or forget? i really duno how to. of all pple, you had to be the one to talk like that to me? noone has ever done that alright. and what you scolded is far too harsh. maybe after reading this, you ll be even more pissed. but i m just saying what i think. if you cant stand it. or cant stand me. i duno wad else to do alright.oh well. bye.

2004-07-15T11:01:00.000+08:00

syg..

wads ther to live when u not ard me??
wads ther to breathe when i can smell u??
wads ther to eat when i cant taste u??
wads ther to slp when i cant dream of u??
wads ther to rest when i cant stop tinkin of u??
wads ther to smile when i cant c u??
wads ther to cry when thers no more tears??
syg..last nite was a horibble nite for both of us..i cant get to slp..i keep tinkin of u non stop...i realised my temper gettin back to the old times..i dun wan tt..i noe u wun accept my apology..bt realli..last nite i was realli pissed..u may say wadeva all n dun blieve bt its true..i cant stop tinkin of u..i noe i was very super harsh on my words..i m sorry for tt..for insultin ur parents all..i didnt mean it syg..i m sorry..i was even more pissed when after tellin u got the limits all u didnt even say sorry..its like..wad the..like no sense of feelings..tts y i got damn very pissed off..i seriously wan to apologise..abt ur parents stuff..i seriously dun mean it k..haiz..nw i juz waitin for the time to pass..i cant wait..my mum trick me again..say not workin..in the end work..i hope u read tis..u mean alot to me..u may not need me bt i do..like when i sad or wad..i need u..tts my definitation of need..urs is abt life..mine is like..when i m down..tts the time i need u..syg..nw we not together in sch..i dun wan us to keep quarrelin..yes..yest my fot..juz scold like tt without talkin out..bt i was pissed my syg...i duno wads wrong wid me..haiz..i serious dun wan to break or wadeva juz coz of small matters k..i nw swear k..anythin prob..like wad i dun like or wad u dun like..we talk nicely k...i juz dun like u to insult me u noe..its like..i m ur bf..y insult me instead of others??y me??u understan anot how i feel??haiz..i noe nw u pissed like hell...at times..u got to watch u say..like the way u insult me..n u can tel me its quite enugh..tt make me more pissed la..u mayb pissed firstly coz i scold u abt the phone ting..bt i didnt syg..i was juz remindin u..sorry k..mayb i was too fierce..sorry k my dear lovely sweety..sorry..haiz..well..i stop here then..hope u have a gd day..well...dear go n do business in toilet first..urgent la..hehez..sorry..muackz..tis ting is abt how i feel..i hope u understan syg..sorry..take good care of urself k..muackz..luv u!!cherish wad we have k..well..tts abt it ya..tataz syg..i wan hug u nw..argh..hehz..bb..luv u syg..

laogong dear..

2004-07-14T22:22:00.000+08:00

syg..aiyo..sorry la k..oso not scoldin u rite..aiyo..juz warnin u..k la..sorry k my queen..u keep pms-in on me..hmpf!!sorry la..well..didnt do much today...tok to u..b4 tt watch tv..yea..hmmm..nw havin abit of flu yea..juz nw tuition...realise tt logarithms is not tt hard lor..juz concentrate can le..use the formulas..yea..tts wad i did ya..tts y juz nw all correct..hehez..u noe sth..wheneva tuition start..my ans all wrong..when endin..all correct..hahaz..smart ah ur dear..all sudden all correct...yea..nw insultin me..hmpf!!haiz..i dun wan show my anger to u at times u noe..like u insult me all..i juz dun wan..u may say wadeva..bt serious lor..i dun wan..coz it wil b damn worse..haiz..cal me ass nw..haiz..so i juz an ass to u nw..well..nth to say le la..bb..juz pissed..yea..bb

2004-07-14T19:30:00.000+08:00

she ll be loved
darn ass leh
why u so fierce for wad.
its darn irritating ok.
i ready said sorry.
it is a huge mistake but no use crying over spilt milk right.
its not like scolding me will make things better.
watch it!!!!!!!!

2004-07-13T22:47:00.000+08:00

syg..
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry

sorry syg for bein online late..sorry..today..reach outside abt 230pm..duno wher were u..i juz keep lookin at the bus stop..i was at ur blk wid nan..yea..waited n waited..saw 100cars went pass..ehehez..well..hmm..then the cheryl tiff winner all cum tok to me ther..surround me like sum gang..hahaz..so funny..yea..hmm..after tt went play soccer..hahaz...not pain le..hahaz..no feelin at all..miss u badly..frustrated on myself..for cumin online late..hmm..play until 5pm..go hme..watch tv..msg u..hmm..nw chattin wid tt monkey..yea..tts wad i did today ya..nth much..u noe..abt soccer..my accuracy sucks lor when scorin..when wan to own goal damn chun..my fren play la..last man..then i ramp the ball to him..hit the top of the basket ring..hahaz..almost goal..if not owngoal lor..then play wid ite guys..hahaz..funny..last part..coz their last man damn fat..i ramp the ball..hahaz..he got scared lor..hit the corner top of the post..hahaz..noe how hard is my kick..hahaz..well..k la..i end here k..bt first..muz end it wid a kiss..muackz + hugs + I LUV U!!...bb..wan an..sweet dreams baby syg..

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-07-13T19:36:00.000+08:00

i hate everything about you
why do i still love you

so late dn go back arh you
didja get caught i wonder.
went town with sokkin lily
felt quite weird
dont really know sokkin.
walked around looking for her wallet.
got caught in the rain aft tt.
oh well
totally broke now la.
hahs. and i really wanted to go out this wk.
cant make it le la.
kks.buhbye

2004-07-12T21:56:00.000+08:00

my dear laopo..haven cum online yet..nvm..i blog first..wake up so early today..went for laser..pain!!!hehez..nvm..muz face it lor..wad to do..haiz..got tis paikia oso..he do on his wrist..hahaz..he cum out like very pain..hahaz..i feel it liao...i noe hows its like..bt tis one is worse..until my skin bleed..hahahaz..then got tis mly gal la..i c she like scared..then hor..i act like very painful..hahaz..she like dun wan take..my mum say..she told her dad she dun wan do..then her dad say..u so fat..no pain la..hahaz....so funny..haahz..well..tts how i spent the day..nw so tired..syg..dear feelin a bit feverish le..haiz..howhow??nvm la..small ting..dun worry k..well...tts abt it..so yea..muackz..luv u..wan an..i m waitin for u..

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-07-11T22:52:00.000+08:00

syg syg...so sweet of u!!muackz!!luv u so much..happy 10mth..alot tings happen hor..hehez..though we had bad times..all put behind us k..luv u!!u r such a gd drawer..luv u so much..hehez..so creative..muackz!!

well..today..a great day too ya..hehez..played ard..didnt realli study..tuition..tink of u..hehez..well..hehez..i been tinkin of u the whole day..hehez..no bf wuld do tt lor..except ur lovin dear dear..hehez..well..tomoro laser ya..hehez..dun worry k..dear can take the pain..ur dear is strong k..dun worry..ehhez..miss u so much..well..k la..dear play game liao..end tis wid a
[*hugs*+*muackz*+*LUV U*]

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-07-11T20:03:00.000+08:00

hey you.
yes you.
click here my dear
((((((((:

2004-07-10T21:51:00.000+08:00

hehez..syg syg..foreva pms wid me la u..nw cal me silly..aiyo..i m ur boy k..always b..hmm..well..nw chattin n playin neopets..hehez..well..didnt do much today..on comp today..hehez..play game..k la..i got stomach ache..bb...luv u..mauckz..

~[D][E][A][R]~

2004-07-10T17:33:00.000+08:00

starlight
crystal came over today
did r and d.
aft tt went for lunch
a maths lesson
and played abit with monkey
shah and christina.
was fun.
laughed lots.
well.yeah.
buhbye.